enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud




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gone with the wind

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bloghoppin'

walkin MY way through a crowd.
08 July 2010

i feel like my going abroad would be my only way of finding out who i really am. my purpose in life and all that snizz knack.
i haven't blogged since January and that's only because i lost all purpose in blogging. i mean really? i used to blog with a constant need to select words that would be in need of being approved of, certain stories i could tell and some i could not. and it was not because i didn't want to, but because certain people who read my blog would have tried to 'punish' me for what i wrote or felt.
i didn't like the idea of my life and my emotions being dictated by other people.

i think that my choice of not moving over with my zone to the new church branch was one of the best choices I've ever made.
I'm not saying that people in my current church are all perfect angels, but they're certainly much more steered away from the superficial and legalistic wagon.
I've grown spiritually and as a person and have surpassed my own view of where i would've been now should i had stayed on with the old zone of mine.
and they've really put this quote into perspective for me.

''who matters, who never did, who won't anymore...and who always will. so don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it in your future."





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