enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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❤SH(OUT).
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bloghoppin'

i guess i havent blogged in a really long time
23 February 2009
hey hey.. i know like my blog is super dead.. well there's two really good reasons why.
1. i HAVENT HAD THE TIME!
2.I have a new blog.
BECAUSE! so many BUSYBODIES read this one so yeah can't really vent out.
oh wellsh some people don't have a life and like to live off other's so yeah. feel free to read my blog from now on.. YOU AINT GONNA GET MUCH INFO ANYMORE.
(*those of you who wanna read my other more interesting-fied blog..ask..and i MAY tell you.)


erm kay. life's been immensely interesting so far. as in really really interesting. school's just over the top. my social life is the epitome of my happiness haha. i'm so very greatful to God for blessing me with the opportunity to school at AISS. Love it there, love the people there and love the way they teach. It's just amazing.

Oh well erm guess i shall think of a deep post to post soon yeah. haha
toodly-doo



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my cries of help just get drowned out no matter how loud.
10 February 2009
seems wrong.

i have become a different person. i really don't know who i am anymore. is it a mask i'm hiding behind or am i just becoming the real me i've been suppressing all this while? i'm really drained from school, guys, church, so called friends and stuff. expectations are just becoming even more overwhelming.

the role of a big sister? hell, i just became one! give me time! i'm not butting out on taking care of them or what some people may call dismissing my ''responsibility''. i know it is my responsibility as the 'ka che', but i'm just getting the hang of it people! 

the amount of school work, violin practice, tennis training and dance isn't helping either. i need to seriously learn to juggle everything. i'm just a teenage gurl for crying out loud, so stop putting all these pressures on me like it's my fault! i don't choose to be dumb and go to an international school to waste your money! i do carry about you and mummy and the family ok. i just don't know how to show it. 

please will everyone just gimme a break!


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