enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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❤SH(OUT).
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bloghoppin'

31 August 2010
"People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past."

— The Rescue, Nicholas Sparks


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absolutely wowed. i was speechless.


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MY SCHOOL!!!!!!!! ;]
30 August 2010


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»♡›
28 August 2010


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girls need girls
http://www.boundless.org/2005/articles/a0001734.cfm

my sheperd told me to read this.. i guess there is some truth in it but I really wish i could find those 5 girls cause right now im definitely the typa girl that hangs with guys to avoid drama.


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amazing improv.


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♥✞♥
27 August 2010


HE still loves me...even if he doesn't


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不能说的秘密
26 August 2010

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding".

A little knowledge behind every "I don't know"

A little emotion behind every "I don't care"

And a little pain behind every "it's okay"


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a wish that wishes it could be a reality.
25 August 2010

Part I

Part II


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i was watching 'What I Like About You' episodes and these are my favorite.
cause.
I wish i had a best friend like Gary.
I wish i can find a guy that would still want to marry me no matter how uncouth i can be.
I wish that when i hoped the guy i love to appear.. he would.
I wish i had a big sister to guide me in life.


Then I wake up and realize it all boils down to the point that this is just an on screen reality.


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24 August 2010
I HAVE PMS AND A GPS,WHICH MEANS THAT I'M A BITCH WHO WILL FIND YOU
saw this and thought it brought quite the giggle.


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eye of the storm
20 August 2010


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kids say the darnest things :D
19 August 2010


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an insult to the layman's ordinary vocab.
18 August 2010
A single man was walking up the street, his brown felt hat pulled low over his face. He was carrying a sack and walking into the white dustclouds, out into the country. Some children sheltered in a doorway and tormented a lamb. From one hut came the noise of a radio and sizzling fat. A lumpy arm appeared and threw the dog a bone. The dog took it and slunk off.Outside the village there were irrigated plantations of maize and squash, and orchards of cherries and apricots. Along the line of the river, the willows were all blown about and showing their silvery undersides. The Indians had been cutting slender branches from the trees and there were fresh white cuts and the smell of sap. The river was swollen with snowmelt from the Andes, fast running and rustling the reeds. Purple swallows were chasing bugs. When they flew above the cliff, the wind caught them and keeled them over in a fluttering reversal and they dropped again low over the river. The cliff rose sheer above a ferry-landing. I climbed a path and from the top looked up-stream towards Chile. I could see the river, glinting and sliding through the bone-white cliffs with strips of emerald cultivation either side. Away from the cliffs was the desert. There was no sound but the wind, whirring through thorns and whistling through dead grass, and no other sign of life but a hawk, and a black beetle easing over white stones.



i wish i could write this descriptively...


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theres always a however.
11 August 2010
No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what’s in it. No one is afraid to say “I love you”, they are afraid of the response.


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nawwww... his smile. 1:48-1:50
09 August 2010


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do gentlemen really exist





"There is no remedy for love than to love more."

— Henry David Thoreau


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rouillee ✃☜
07 August 2010


Rouillee means to rust in french. I feel that I've rusted myself after all the drowning in the torrents of my own tears. I feel so hurt. so lost. so helpless. But i can't tell anyone. No one would understand. It's like my mind's a boggle box...you shake it so hard in a hope that you form words or clues but nada. I try so hard to find words to express what I feel inside but the only way i express it to people is by being what Suffian described me as just last Sunday, " eccentric''. You know it's just so much easier to hide behind a facade rather than to explain to people what you're going through. Yet on the other hand i think that my being quirky isn't a facade, more like a means of escape from this inner turmoil. I cry so much but it only medicates the hurts temporarily... when i wake up the next morning it's just a wake up call back to my unaltered reality. I just wish so bad that the year will past really quick and i could fast forward to my leaving to America next July. I can't stand being here and all. I want to go away to a place where no one knows me...where i can literally start afresh. And I don't want to leave as a way to escape but to delve into a world of what is unknown to me currently... to see if the problems i face are ensued because of my mistakes or because of the society or people I currently reside with.

My guess is that only time will tell aye.
and if I lived in my own bubble till I left... I should think I'd be able to survive.


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the matters of the heart is one thing no one can ever fully analyze
06 August 2010
Every night I stay up past 12, past 1, etc. Not because I’m not tired. Not because I want to tweak on these social networking sites. Because I am tired, I want to sleep. But I can’t because my mind runs like crazy. It over thinks, over analyzes things that I don’t want to think about. So I purposely keep myself awake & tire myself out so that when I do finally lie in bed, I fall asleep and my thoughts don’t keep me up.




They say that the people who appear in your dreams are the ones who want to see you and yet others say that those you consistently dwell on will be the subject matter of your dreams. I dreamt of you today. but i don't think right of it. i mean... it's been so long and you're so far away. So either way there's no testament as to why you appeared in my dream or any solid reason to back up what that person said. I wish i knew why. I wish I didn't dream of you, it's all coming back. I guess my heart never really matched up with my verbalized exclamations of moving on. There's just something about you or the thought of having you that just is too much a pull that it stops the memories from vanquishing. I wish they did though. I wish you'd go away...from my mind. I thought your leaving Singapore would help but it hasn't. Australia's evidently not far enough haha ;p

Please leave... i really want you to.



like what the picture says above. if it is meant to me we'll meet on the very first page.
no fuss no pain.




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how far has someone gone for you?
05 August 2010

how many of your friends would actually do something like this for you?












it's a beautiful wish though.


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03 August 2010
Boys, are like songs. There are those songs that you instantly love, and the songs you hate at first but then learn to like. There are the songs you like at first, but then they start get irritating. There are the songs that you love when you first hear them, but when you truly listen to them, you realize they aren’t that great after all. And then there are the songs that you may not hear for awhile. But when you do hear them, you still know all the words.


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When The Spirit Of the Lord is in you rejoice!!
02 August 2010


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there's always a reason for everything that happens. you just gotta wait for the reason to unravel
01 August 2010



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