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➺Teacher's Day Celebrations..and just another day...or so i thought.
31 August 2007
''Mandy 6:45 already!!'' rang the granny alarm..
I was like '' ugh?..*so fast 6:45? aiya!!*" thought sleepy me..HAHA..oh well then i remembered it was Teacher's Day celebration!! I shot up! HALF DAY! WOO HOO☺I went to wake my mum up, so rare!! Yea ok brushed teeth, then had my daily dosage of milo, changed into half-U, put on me ankle socks, bid my goodbyes to granny dear and that mutt of dog,Shema, then i was off to school. Whoou so many tables in the festival court, they were meant for the sports council to stand on for ACES DAY dance. I climed up four floors to my classroom[as always]and yada yada..we were dissmissed to the festival court level by level(in orederly manner eh). ACES DAY dance awaited!! ARGH the annual agony! Why do they still have it every year? when we hardly dance??? This year i should say SAC was most united..because NO ONE DANCED! Oh but the teachers did..whao it was so so funny! But yeah, gotta give it to them for trying.Blah-de-blah.. ok then finally we got to go to the hall. Yayness..
'' MOVE YOUR BUTTS TOWARDS THE PILLAR! SEC 4s MOVE TO YOUR RIGHT!!'' shouted Ms.Pilo
Grumbles and colurful words filled the atmosphere..which obviously caused the already loud noise made by the students to get even louder.But, as usual she was able to take matters into her hands and we shutted up. The way she made us keep quite was so funny! After 10 whole minutes, the teachers started to spill in bit by bit, which was definitely rather annoying.. When they all arrived, Ms.Martens our principal made a speech to ''...thank her beloved staff...'' for their effort and patience to tahan us kids,teenagers..When her 4 minute speech was over we had an array of performances lined up, the only thing i was looking forward to! There was the Anklung Band, non-teaching staff, Indian Dance, Percussion Band, a slide show presentation on the history of Batik[the theme for this year's teacher's day,last year's was Bollywood hahaa], Sec4.6's compilation of songs dedicated to their teachers [sorry if i missed out anything], but the BEST of all was when the younger teaching staff, they danced the High School Musical dance 'We're All In This Together' WHAO that was like so neat! Then the finalé was the long service teaching award thingy. When that was over the Sec 4s and 5s got dissmissed first! BOO to Sec 1s-3s muahahaha!
After dilly-dallying for awhile i went home. Then at 1230pm, my mum sent me to the carpark where my friends and I meet to go for accounts tution. Now you see behind me was an uncovered small drain, unknown to poor me of course. So clever me started to step backwards and the outcome? Yup, you guessed it. I feel..backwards.. down! My foot in the drain, my butt on the grass and my other foot on the pavement. The part where i fell was uncovered but the part next to it was'nt, so my shin hit on the metal cover/rail thingy and my shin got scratched and blue-blacked.OUCH! Before this, i had actually scratched my other thigh on my cupboard drawer and it had a deep scratch which bleed and not to mention, hurt. So yea we headed off to our tuition teacher's house. He shaved Happy [his maltese terrior] and it looked like a chihuahua goodness gracious! * CUTE UGLY MUTT ALERT* Anyway when we went into the room we realised we did'nt get anything for Mr.Tang, so, crazy us locked the door and we grabbed markers out of his pencil case and decorated his white board. With a flower, a looney ballon and a big 'HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ❤S FROM WEI JUN, AGNES, TELLA AND AMANDA' But guess what.. he turned the door knob before we were done. We got a shock so we quickly finished up and ran back to our seats and since i hurt myself two times, why not one more time?..yup i hurt myself for the third time that day.. Two pink lines popped up and of course accompanied by another bruise☹ After tuition i went straight home, remembered it was teacher's day and ran to NTUC [ THANK GOD for the person who opened the NTUC opposite my house] to get chocolates for my chinese tuition teacher [ who by the way is a super duper big fan of the yummylicious delicacy] i ran back thinking she was already waiting for me, but when i reached home PANTING she was'nt there! Which was. in a way, actually a good thing. I grabbed the blank card out of my side cupboard and wrote away, in as much chinese I counld conjure up in those tense seconds that were ticking away. Half-way though, she came! Talk about bad timing..but anyways i managed to finish and wrap the chocs. Yay at least she was elated=] ok then the day went on..studied used com and studied and watched tv. Then at 10 , my mum and i went to the airport to pick my father up, but we ended up going in after picking him up. We went to Swensons. Predictableness!! haha anyways yeah i ate a salsa beef burger and boy was it SCRUMDELISH! EMMMM!! ok yea i stole some of my mum'd ice-cream..Cound'nt help it, it was practically SCREAMING my name Xp And to pass the time i was messaging Merri. Heard Ah Lee landed a new part-time job as a telemarketer haha!! He sure can find interesting jobs! ok yeah by the time i reached home was like 12 plus AM!! I was totally zombified..well i have been anyways these few weeks.. whoa whoa i have blogged abit too much already.. ok till next time.. CHERI✪!


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WHOOPY=]
17 August 2007
YAY! YAY! YAY! Yayness!!! After one week and two days..prelims are finally OVER! WOOHOO;]


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Is it just wishful thinking. . .
When i feel down..all i seem to long for is you..It's so weird, all i wish for is a hug, just one hug, from you. It's like when i'm around you everything suddenly seems okay..my problems just seem to vanish. You know when a penguin finds a mate, they stay together for the rest of their lives. Such dedication!..But who will be my penguin? You? heh It seems almost impossible. It might..only if you wait for me i guess.. [[ i would ]]


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Monday Pinks...
14 August 2007
whao..the lit paper was easier than i thought! And there i was worrying so much. I seriously have to stop being such a worry wort haha. So yes as my tittle suggets today i had Monday Pinks, it was a nice monday.. unusual huh. hrh.


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Sunday!!!
13 August 2007
I feel so miserable all thanks to my ****** and ******.URGH! They're at it again! And this time i just could'nt fight back, i just let the hurtful words keep coming..the unfair circumstances unfold. Can't even go to church today..at all! Which is so miserable, i love praise and worship! It's like i can let loose and worship God, be myself and just soak in His presense with no worries.. Oh well, i cried again. But this time it was just a few teardrops..WEIRD! Normally i'd soak my pillow.. Well i guess this was one of the times when I'm so shocked out and angry that i cant even cry. I really can't take all this nonsense anymore! My ****** read my blog tittle which said 'Lonely SaturdAY' and said the most hurtful words i had heard, in a fairly long time.. I was so hurt.. He said things like 'what lonely saturday!' 'you got exams still want to go out?!?!' 'you think your friends are going to be there when you fail your exams?' 'lonely saturday..all crap lah!' blah blah blah.. I tell you, I had no intention or idea whatsoever about going out! I did'nt even wish i could. That was just a random tittle i chose. But i could'nt explain myself, i was just in shock with all the words. Those words felt like arrows, pinning me down, making me unable to move ar make a sound. Then my *** just had to make the situation worse, 'Whole day what you do?!? Then use the computer for so long, just now watch movie' Did she have any freaking idea that i was studying till like 3am the night before. And plus most of the day they were'nt even at home!!! I was studying, i was tempted to watch tv and use the com but i did'nt, i knew very well i had to study, and i did. Did they know all that? NO! They were out! They did'nt see anything! They had no proof! All they LOVE to do is accuse! eeeee I can't stand them anymore!!!! Today i have to stay home to study..again. The whole week packed with exams, friends teaching me, tuition and all the brainwrecking stuff. Everything aroung my is like a whirlwind, I'm trying to survive but it's pulling me in..sucking all my energy out. I'm seriously getting tired. Sometimes i can't even think so i just stone. Sometime i just wish I could grow up faster but when the times are good i would wish i'd stay a teeager for life. But who am i to run my life? .. Gotta go call Merri now. Probably the only thing which might make me feel a little better today..
bye. . .


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Lonely SaturdAY..
12 August 2007
Hey all you bloggers! Today's Saturday.. SLEPT at like 3am last night or rather morning, STUDYING and woke up at 0845am for nothing!! When i actually could've slept in a little longer! URGH! Now im wiped out..long day..math,science,accounts and all.I watched a movie today though,entittled 'The Pursuit of HAPPYness'. What a beautifull story. I cried, my mum cried too! Now for her to cry, watching a movie! is a big thing. Well I learnt to be grateful in every small little thing. Down to the simplest thing like whether tomorrow i'd have a bed to sleep on or where my next meal would be coming from. It make me think, think about how i'd taken things and people for granted sometimes. What if you were to wind up by yourself with totally no one to turn to? Would you have the means to survive on your own? Here's the part where education plays a major part in your life! haha Do i sound like your mummy now? Boo! haha.. OK back here now.. So yea good education--> good job--> leads to good life.. yada yada yada Anyways before i bore you to death, i had pizza for dinner! Good'ol Granma's treat! So yum.. Then it was back to studying again.. But oh Sherni The GREAT came to my rescue! She called me and we talked for like an hour nearly two? Oh well whatever, but that was the second fun thing i did the whole day.ok i shall stop here.. adios amigos! see ya round:D


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NEWSFLASH
changed my blogskin people!!! enjoy..


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MAJOR WISH
11 August 2007
CAN I LIKE GRADUATE NOW!


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HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
09 August 2007


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hey ya'll bein aite i hope =]
Whao it's been like lightyears since i wrote an entry. And i think this is the first proper entry in this new blog.hah. So yeah life's been hectic since you know prelims and all that crap. But yeah my budds and not to mention my dog keeps me smiling.

Oh yeah and a tribute to the MOON!( NOT clement..the real moon) No matter where you are or what happens the moon'll still be there..shinning ever so brightly, even in hard times..to remind us that everyday holds a potential for beauty. The moon, one of God's many beautiful creations.

Living day to day will have no meaning if u lived it just to please others and to do well in life. What is it without the people u love? Well if i can ever love or much less accept it. Seems almost impossible. Sceptical u might say, but no! far from that. REALISTIC is what it is. L.O.V.E are merely just four letters which form a word which means ->deep, intense affection; a beloved person or thing 1 BE IN LOVE WITH, adore, dote on, worship, idolize, treasure, prize, cherish, be devoted to, care for, hold dear. 2 LIKE, BE ADDICTED TO, and the list goes on. . . But real love..what's that? Is it just a four letter word? Or is it more than that? People get together because maybe they feel sparks or their heart races in their throat at the sight of their crush. But 'like' can never be akin to 'love'. They are worlds apart. Love should always bring someone happiness and know that love can always be relied on when their down. But yet love makes some people depressed with break ups for instance.Then why get together in the first place? If you know it won't work out, why get married? Then get divored? Is it worth it? Love is one thing in the world that should never be taken granted of..If love hurt so much why do people want it? The answer is simple..it's the closest thing we have to magic. But magic is only magic while it last..but after that...tragedy awaits. Can i ever really embrace love? I don't think i can. But i shall just trust in God for him to put the perfect guy at the perfect time in my life. And i pray that guy'll prove me wrong. Till then.. i shall just live with this perception...it's getting awfully late and i had a long day.. TILL NEXT TIME=]


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