enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud




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bloghoppin'

18 June 2009
the trouble with love is.

it's:
confusing
beyond your control
unexplainable
magical
silly
consuming
wonderful

emphasis on
TIRING.

unnoe having to see you everyday, in the halls, in the classroom, in the canteen. . .
but
that's all
haha
perpetually visual.

tears well up in my eyes having to see you everyday but sucks having to have things be so weird between us :x
maybe i shouldn't have done what i did.
maybe things would be different.

not a day goes by without me thinking of you and thinking 'what if i dint do that? maybe just maybe it would've been better?"
but it's too late now.

it's been 5 months now. and it's just got worse.
why.

there's a saying. --> tears are words the heart can't say.
maybe that's why i cry constantly?
maybe that's why when i think of talking it out, it's tears that roll out instead of words.



maybe. . .

that's why i love you.


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