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ding dong the bells are gonna chime. well someday. i sure hope they do
20 November 2010
guy: there's just one thing I'd change about you...
girl: what's that?
guy: your last name.
girl: what's that?
guy: your last name.

Is it fallacious that I've already started to think about marriage. I went with Rui Shan to watch a choir performance last Sunday called the "Wild At Heart" and there was a children's choir that was involved in it as well.. As I watched the children perform I started to cry but of course I did it with discretion else people would question my sanity haha anyways.. Well I cried because...suddenly this surge of maternal feelings just inundated my whole being and I was like
" hey.. one day I'm going to be here in amongst the crowd with my husband's arm around my shoulder as we proudly watch our child performing up on stage.". And i just teared so much with joy and expectation. I don't know how to elucidate myself perspicuously without sounding like a total dweeb. But i mean, hey at some point in time these feelings were gonna kick in right? I guess mine was just sooner than later.


And like every time I see husbands and wives being so besotted with each other, i yearn for the day I can experience likewise.. Lately everything in church is about setting ourselves apart and keeping ourselves pure.. Today at Bible study i learnt something that was plumb eye-opening. --> That to attain holiness there is two parts...
1. To be SEPARATED from the world
and most importantly
2. To be JOINED unto God
[i.e through worship; prayer; meditation on the Word]
See being separated from the world is just part of it, we also have to ensure we're feeding our spirit man and to stop exercising our sins in order to put them to death. Just like if you stop working your muscles they will atrophy.
[I was not digressing. I merely stated all of that because once at 'dating or waiting' seminar i heard that we should stop looking for the one and start working on being the one. So that we're ready when God's time for us to settle down with that special someone comes.]
Like last Sunday's sermon was so timely and it really was an apt message.. about the colossal difference between intimacy and sex. Well the sermon was entitled 'A Disciple's Love Life'.


See the difference.. There's this bond that is forged between husband and wife and they ''know'' each other.. Like in Genesis 4:1, where it stated Adam knew Eve and then she conceived.. So it's like the union between the two is a close association and a deep connection in the spirit.Which is the Hebrew meaning of the word knew (YADA). The way we behave around people is the way people will behave around us, and the way we dress and portray ourselves as well. So if we don't respect ourselves the opposite gender will do likewise.
If we don't have a vision we are living without restraint.
but most importantly, His grace will carry us through ;D
but most importantly, His grace will carry us through ;D