enough of the shenanigans! the girl next door Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know. underline italic bold

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"You can take away all my love, what do I need you for? You can take away all these words, there’s no meaning anymore. You can take away everything, leave me lying on the floor. All those sorrys, we can’t go back to the start. You can’t fix me, I’m torn apart.

I want to run away from love. This time I have had enough. Everytime I feel your touch, I’m broken. Shatter all the pieces apart. I never thought I’d fall so hard. I’m putting back together my heart.. It’s broken.

You can take these photographs, watch them fade away. You can throw away all these letters, I don’t care about what they say. All those sorrys, there’s a million reasons why you can’t mend me.. Don’t even try.."— Broken by Leona Lewis

nahhhh this isn't an emo post. gotcha :D

i was just thinking about my ex and i thought.. man why can't i get over him. then i thought about the time we had together. then slowly the anger came back. then i had an epiphany.

i don't miss him. i don't miss the memories.

i just missed the attention i got from him.

you see when you really love a person this wouldn't be the case.. i guess this is why the leaders in church disapprove of courtship. people get into relationships for all the wrong reasons and find themselves in a tangled mess when they come out.

i've learnt to take it as a learning curve i guess. to not be driven emotionally and to be strong and not conform to the other's sensitive, demanding idiosyncrasies.

[p.s it was just something that came to mind today. peace out! go have a banana ;] ]