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enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door 
Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD
i'm so fly.
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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud
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gotta love the indians
28 September 2010
yup! your daddy was my first love sweetie ♥
27 September 2010
"When I`m older... and my little girl asks me who my first love was I don`t want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point across the room and say: "he is sitting right over there''i saw this on group on FB. i was like yeh. then after i clicked i felt something in my heart. i thought to myself yeh.. i want the real first love of my life to be the man i marry.. old fashion to some, but i concur. i mean what is the use of dating the whole of mankind before finding the one that you were supposed to spend the rest of your life with. it's a bit like being at a buffet and you see all the good food and you can't wait to get to the dessert but you just have to try everything...by the time you get to the dessert you already feel a bit sick in the tummy and you just love the taste but your already so sick. the illustration made sense in my head. well anyways you get my drift.. i just am so sick of giving my heart away only to find that it was a mistake.
watch 1:25-1:40
i really am no good at expressing my actual feelings but i hope my point's partially clear. well...thought of the day.
[[Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. - William Parrish, Meet Joe Black ]]
that peace that guides your heart and the hope that leads you on. do you wanna share it?
26 September 2010
Superman to Lois"You said the world doesn't need a savior....but everyday i hear them crying out for one."
I want to be able to help, love and see the world through Jesus' eyes. Everyday we pass hurting people that are in need of a savior, but what do we actually do help. Everyday we pass at least someone that doesn't look normal to us, what are our reactions. I've been pressing hard to remind myself to hold back unnecessary comments that i say in my head and I've been able to put myself on the track of change quite a fair bit. God created all of us and even if someone appears less than that of the perceived image of normal, who's to say they're not. Their beauty in them is the heart.. and how much more precious that is compared to manufactured beauty.
And in school or in the workplace people come from all walks of life that can be totally off tangent to what we think the typical family is or supposed to be. One example is of a guy i know from school, I always wondered why he was so promiscuous and mischievous and one day he opened up a whole side to him i never would've imagined. His biological father had left his mother, brother and himself when he was just a little boy so he never knew his father. And he step-father beats him when he's angry at him. Being in a school like mine i would've never guessed. And the stories of others could go on. But what do we do when we find out about these stories? Do we just go, "awww that's sad.. are you okay? i hope everything turns out fine." The most probable outcome is that it won't turn out fine. But we carry on in our own lives thinking we have enough to handle and that we have the worst problems compared to others.
I really want to be a confidant to people like this and i know i have the heart to. I really pray that people like this will feel drawn by the magnetic pull of the love of Christ through me.
I saw a bumper sticker a few days ago that said
"NO Jesus, NO peace
KNOW Jesus, KNOW peace"
Maybe that's it? Maybe that the answer. That if just by sharing the gospel it would save the world. I just want to be an instrument of His peace in these times of darkness. Do you?
just a dream
18 September 2010
my current favorite song!
andandand joseph vincent is ★ 'nuff said
having a backbone beats having a heartbreak.
15 September 2010
"You can take away all my love, what do I need you for? You can take away all these words, there’s no meaning anymore. You can take away everything, leave me lying on the floor. All those sorrys, we can’t go back to the start. You can’t fix me, I’m torn apart.
I want to run away from love. This time I have had enough. Everytime I feel your touch, I’m broken. Shatter all the pieces apart. I never thought I’d fall so hard. I’m putting back together my heart.. It’s broken.
You can take these photographs, watch them fade away. You can throw away all these letters, I don’t care about what they say. All those sorrys, there’s a million reasons why you can’t mend me.. Don’t even try.."— Broken by Leona Lewis
nahhhh this isn't an emo post. gotcha :D
i was just thinking about my ex and i thought.. man why can't i get over him. then i thought about the time we had together. then slowly the anger came back. then i had an epiphany.
i don't miss him. i don't miss the memories.
i just missed the attention i got from him.
you see when you really love a person this wouldn't be the case.. i guess this is why the leaders in church disapprove of courtship. people get into relationships for all the wrong reasons and find themselves in a tangled mess when they come out.
i've learnt to take it as a learning curve i guess. to not be driven emotionally and to be strong and not conform to the other's sensitive, demanding idiosyncrasies.
[p.s it was just something that came to mind today. peace out! go have a banana ;] ]
it's not that easy. but we try. and we wish sometimes a guy would be mature enough to get it.
13 September 2010
I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.
;]
12 September 2010
noice.
PARTAY BABY
WHAO!
the best!
amazing.
11 September 2010
"I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."— Marilyn Monroe
gotta love the indians!!!
08 September 2010
when you believe. the impossible becomes possible
07 September 2010
It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing
What faith can do - Kutless
There's so much i want to do in life. i want to become an actress, a singer, a spokesperson, an entrepreneur.
But I just feel so trapped and like limited in a sense. But i do believe and i do hope that on day these dreams
come true. I really hate it when people put others down and say "that's a stupid dream" or "that'll never happen".
It's happened to me before and I honestly can't stand it. If everyone thought their dream was stupid we would not
have a lot of the things we have today now would we.
That's why now I just block out unnecessary comments and just run with the positive, encouraging ones.
To all you folks out there who have CRAZY, WHACKY, LOCO dreams... i say GO FOR IT!
I know I'm am and am going to. Why give up cause others don't believe in you. It's your life, your destiny and
your future why let others dictate it for you? Be your own author that pens down the course of your life.
By God's grace and a heck of a lot of perseverance you'll most definitely succeed!
See you guys at the Grammys, Emmys and you can most definitely catch my name on the Forbes 100!
just the way you are ;]
02 September 2010
sweet as.
01 September 2010