enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud




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the matters of the heart is one thing no one can ever fully analyze
06 August 2010
Every night I stay up past 12, past 1, etc. Not because I’m not tired. Not because I want to tweak on these social networking sites. Because I am tired, I want to sleep. But I can’t because my mind runs like crazy. It over thinks, over analyzes things that I don’t want to think about. So I purposely keep myself awake & tire myself out so that when I do finally lie in bed, I fall asleep and my thoughts don’t keep me up.




They say that the people who appear in your dreams are the ones who want to see you and yet others say that those you consistently dwell on will be the subject matter of your dreams. I dreamt of you today. but i don't think right of it. i mean... it's been so long and you're so far away. So either way there's no testament as to why you appeared in my dream or any solid reason to back up what that person said. I wish i knew why. I wish I didn't dream of you, it's all coming back. I guess my heart never really matched up with my verbalized exclamations of moving on. There's just something about you or the thought of having you that just is too much a pull that it stops the memories from vanquishing. I wish they did though. I wish you'd go away...from my mind. I thought your leaving Singapore would help but it hasn't. Australia's evidently not far enough haha ;p

Please leave... i really want you to.



like what the picture says above. if it is meant to me we'll meet on the very first page.
no fuss no pain.




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