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enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door 
Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD
i'm so fly.
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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud
let's trace back my steps
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29 September 2009
Cheers to Love
Don't we all have our frustrations.
Don't we all want to learn some patience.
Don't we all want some attention.
Don't we all want to praise our existence
But it's so tiring, to feel the pain.
And it's so painful,
To feel that it's impossible to love, again.
Oh my god i'm a stranger to myself, and nothing's left for you.
Oh my god i'm sinner, against to what the freaks call love.
Oh my god I do not know love, I close my eyes to pretend it doesn't hurt.
Oh my god I do not know love, I open my eyes in hope of finding you there.
I close my eyes and I count to ten.
Cause I can never find a heart to settle in.
Who is watching? Who is watching you now?
This is more captivating than the light.
The light that never shines it doesn't ever shine.
It gives a hope that dies.
I wish I was alive.
Go ahead and make me an offer.
Place your cards across the table.
We've been here for too long.
And this has got to stop.
Nothing's okay, i've been lying to you.
Nothings okay, i've been putting on airs.
I cannot trust myself.
I've been here for too long.
DON'T WE ALL JUST WANNA FEEL ALIVE!
SO HERE'S TO LOVE.
AND ALL THE PAIN THAT IT REQUIRES.
SO WHAT IS LOVE?
I JUST WANT TO FEEL ALIVE!
SO HERE'S TO LOVE.
AND ALL THE PAIN THAT IT REQUIRES.
SO WHAT IS LOVE?
I JUST WANT TO FEEL ALIVE.
27 September 2009
Fame
26 September 2009
Ahhh went out with Miho.. to Orchard, the land of the rich and awesome :p hahaha well was late so bought tickets for the 9pm show of FAME.
wasn't bad i reckon only loved two parts of it. coz it was an all time typical happy ending type deal kinda movie which im sick of. It was nice because of the dancing and singing and yadayadayada, other then that it was just mediocre-ish if i were to rate it. So to kill time we went to take neoprints then i bought bands and Miho and i got matching friendship anklet thingys and got a HOT PINK one for Johnson hahaha :p went to Ion to mamumm.. then went to shop around in hope of buying something nice i couldn't, all i found was these chic pair of havainnas and clothes from cotton on.. But like was in the contemplating not splurging mood so didn't buy anything.. then went back to cine.. it was like 10 45? saw sabrina and her friend haha the guy looked like those typical son-of-a-richman who plays tennis or golf and is like super smart and well-mannered.. interesting.. oh well reached home almost like 12am. so fun must do it more often..
andand digress abit..
i think Paul McGill from Fame, who acted as Kevin, is super cute ok :] ahhh cant get over it.. dearie meee
like there's this part in the movie when he got so sad and wanted to commit suicide i cried :*
somehow like i can really relate with what he goes through in the movie.
these are the guys from fame haha i like Asher Book and Paul McGill of course :]
25 September 2009
yay! exams are over and there's one more week.. or should i say 4 more days of school till the hols..
BUT
after the hols i start Year 12..
this means chiong mugging everyday! haha
sounds like soooo much fun eh :]
yes i shall mug till stuff grows out from me hahahah :p
the loss of hope in waiting
23 September 2009
等待的感觉没有希望。
我很好了解那。
所以我认为我给了对天来希望不抱希望的所有瞥见…的尝试。
因为那是生活和生活的像那样。
17 September 2009
break your little heart watch you take the fall
laughin all the way to the hospital
because of u i now am a strong believer of karma. what you gave me is EXACTLY what you got back. a BROKEN heart. and damaged pride. pffft so much for putting up a front and pretending you had a girlfriend when you didn't and even so you din't have a hairball's chance of getting either one of the girls you like. you fugly disgusting twerp excuse of a human. like when you told me to back off of you i wasn't even the least bit sad i was more so raging with anger at you and at myself cause of all the cold things you said. i just couldn't believe how i was such a douche bag to fall for an arse such as yourself :x but a higher power has avenged for me so i feel so good right now :] up yours man up yours!
07 September 2009
MOE
02 September 2009
MOE was awesome coz of ''The Caleb Experience'' and consuelo and the band consisting of caroline, daniel and charlie. the rest were not bad oh and sophie was cool too :D whao i never knew anthony could dj.. 'DJ Poi' haha overall it'll just be an awesome memory i never want to forget :]
every part of me
01 September 2009
My time, millions of miles awayTime I've felt more and more these days
I've been down this raddy open road
Nothing left to lead me on
Now I just don't know who I really am
How it's gonna be, is it something that I can't see?
I won't understand
Maybe who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be every part of me?
But I never thought I'd feel this way
Though I'll find time broken down
To find my path so my feet can touch the ground
Yeah, it will take time but I know everything will be alright
'Cause nothing in life has changed on the inside
Maybe I will never be who I was before
Maybe I don't know her anymore
Maybe who I am today really is far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be every part of me?
Every part of me