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enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door 
Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD
i'm so fly.
that's basically all you need to know.underline italic bold |
❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud
let's trace back my steps
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12 August 2009
you know what i realized my dear ''friend''i was just thinking back.. thinking back at all the events that happened.
i realized i really mean nothing to you. or at least i don't mean much to you.
call me sensitive.
or that i have high expectations of you that are slightly impossible to achieve
but
im not dumb.. i can see
maybe i am really not worth that much to you
or maybe you think it's cool to always treat me like a tissue paper.
take me out when you need me but when you have a long line of toilet roll you just chuck me aside.
it fcking hurts to be treated like this ah.
think.
think whether you really want me there. think if 'best friends' is what we really are or issit just a status
when i think of you what we've gone through and all
i really always just
wished for you to show me appreciation
wished when we go out, sometimes i could choose what to do without you showing a blackface
wished that our actions would show that we were bestfriends and not just by saying that we were.
wished that i could talk to you whenever and wherever without a tinge of superficiality in your voice or weirdness in your eyes.
wished that you could just be that person i had when we were little. before the boys before the other people you wanted to replace me with.
i guess the idea of what my best-friend would be like would be stuck in the movie screens.
the girl who'd always be there
the girl who'd always know what to do and what to say even if it meant going out of the way or hurting me with reality
the girl who'd drop everything or other people just so she could be with me even if it meant a few minutes
the girl who'd be right there when i was at the brink of emotions and didn't have anywhere else to turn to
really thats all i expect not some big wish that you could never fulfill.