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singapore gahmen edu stinks!
10 August 2009
singapore gahmen edu stinks!i really wanna leave.
leave all this mess.
all im afraid of is if wherever i go there might be a new mess
i don't know maybe if i leave i'd be able to start afresh completely not knowing anyone at all.
like i thought i could start afresh in an international school. it was great at first but..see.. the school is still in singapore. some people are the same especially the ones who are singaporean as in schooled and brought up here. like they're so urghhh
i need a break from this asian culture altogether. or at least singaporean culture.
don't get me wrong im not country-ist. i've lived here long enough to pass off as a singaporean.
i love this country, but that;s all i just love the country. probably just for the peace and stability and freedom it has to offer. nothing more.
living here is suffocating because of having to be sucked into the whirlwind of high education. nothing else matters here in singapore. nothing else can.
i'm fed up of having to live for education.
you know why.
it is because of education im not very qualified in other areas. because i dont do amazingly well at the age of 18 im treated like an 8 year old who has to be locked up at home with rare glimpses of the outside world.
because of that :
-i cant secretly get a job [just because i wanna know how earning my own bucks feel]
-i couldnt have a boyfriend
-i cant learn anything other that the violin [note from older post mum stop my tennis lessons :x]
-i cant find my way around singapore without getting lost
ect,
i just hate not having freedom because of education.
i wanna leave! i wanna go where education isnt everything.
you know.
of course i want to graduate. of course i want to land a high paying job.
just not yet?
i like the idea of being free at this age to explore the world outside my four walls.
and then settling down to finish off my education
i guess that'll be a far fetched dream considering my singapore-education-is-everything mindsetted asian parents think otherwise.
pffttt FML!!!