enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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❤SH(OUT).
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21 August 2009
love game intuition play the cards with spades to start.


trouble is. love ain't a game. well maybe to some.. and was.. to me but i guess i've grown up?
love isn't something i take lightly anymore. I'm like so scared to like a guy now.
because
1.I'm scared it's just infatuation
2.I'm scared of getting hurt all over again

i guess i don't know how to love anymore or i don't know if it's love i feel?
cause those who are close to me should know there's
this guy who's been in my heart for like 6 years?
long eh? i don't know if it started out as infatuation but if it was it couldn't have possibly lasted that long right. and now i THINK i like someone BUT I'm not sure about that either cause the guy whom I've liked for 6 years is still there in my heart no matter how i TRY to 'get rid' of him.

wouldn't it be nice if life came with a GPS system, then worrying about tomorrow wouldn't be necessary.

An ex-cell leader once mentioned that we shouldn't be worried about finding our right one but rather preparing ourselves to BE that right one.
Lord keep me pure and prepare me.


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