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enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door 
Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD
i'm so fly.
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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud
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my cries of help just get drowned out no matter how loud.
10 February 2009
seems wrong.i have become a different person. i really don't know who i am anymore. is it a mask i'm hiding behind or am i just becoming the real me i've been suppressing all this while? i'm really drained from school, guys, church, so called friends and stuff. expectations are just becoming even more overwhelming.
the role of a big sister? hell, i just became one! give me time! i'm not butting out on taking care of them or what some people may call dismissing my ''responsibility''. i know it is my responsibility as the 'ka che', but i'm just getting the hang of it people!
the amount of school work, violin practice, tennis training and dance isn't helping either. i need to seriously learn to juggle everything. i'm just a teenage gurl for crying out loud, so stop putting all these pressures on me like it's my fault! i don't choose to be dumb and go to an international school to waste your money! i do carry about you and mummy and the family ok. i just don't know how to show it.
please will everyone just gimme a break!