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enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door 
Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD
i'm so fly.
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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud
let's trace back my steps
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31 January 2009
i just wish you knew how much you mean to me.
14 January 2009
tennis lessons are soooo fun!although like it was in the scorching sun and besides the fact i've never hit a tennis ball in my life. . . tennis lesson rawked my ankle socks. the coach was super funny and nice. the other students there were so friendly and the young ones were so cute! one boy came to me and said, '' he called me bad boy, but i'm not a bad boy i'm a gooooddd boy!'' then i was like yup you are a good boy haha.. okok now i would like to thank my mother for the day...
tha sherni! for nagging at me to put on sun screen and my visor, for sitting there watching me play in the scorching sun and giving me the thumbs up after my turn was up=] thanks you you for the yogurt after that to cool me down and tha for the cab ride for my oh so tired out feet! basically just thanks for being there haha.. love you loads gurl! and sherni.. wasn't it fun shouting at the blur taxi driver hahah =p ohh wellsh..
so tired! so.. tata people! =]
2 days to FUEL..
ARE YOU FUELED UP? =]
09 January 2009
but.. since I'm a master at deceiving myself, why not carry on?i came to a recent realization. i don't.. what you may define as.. like anyone. really. i'm honestly not blogging this so the leaders in church will get off my back. or so that i can prove i'm 'holy'. this is an honest post. i seriously don't like anyone. maybe it's the result of past hurts or maybe it's after i watched twilight the other day. i realized that what i've felt for guys were just mere crushes or the rare few that i could've possibly liked. when i watched twilight i felt for the first time.. unconditional love. between bella and edward, something i honestly have never felt or seen before. i really am at a lost of how to describe what i felt, maybe.. just maybe, if you watch it you'll feel it. i have come to a decision that i'll wait. i'll wait for the day the man God chose for me walks into my life and not go around searching for him effortlessly and unnecessarily. i don't want to get into another whirlwind of liking someone and then getting hurt.
this is what i want to do. . but really.. i don't have the strength or the will power.
i shudder at the thought of getting hurt all over again. but it just seems that i lack something and it just fulfills that lack. gee.. this is all just ******* rubbish.
02 January 2009
you guys better thank God there's only 12 days of Christmas..coz here i go again! =p
today's the 9th day of Christmas so you must give your muack-fied peopleNine ladies dancing,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.
01 January 2009
A WACKY NEW YEAR YA'LL !!![ FYI: IT'S 79 DAYS TILL IM 18! WOOHOO. ]
OH OH OH HAHA..today's like the 8th day of Christmas! Your true love should be giving you 8 maids a-milking.=]
.Seven swans a-swimming,
.Six geese a-laying, .Five golden rings,
.Four calling birds,
.Three French hens,
.Two turtle doves,
.And a partridge in a pear tree.
i really want a fresh start to the new year. sick of living the same old same old. getting hurt, scolded, disappointed, let down, pissed, anxious.. over the same darn things. Lord i can't face it alone. I know, i know, since Christ is the vessel i should be able to smile at every storm. haven't found myself being able to do that. so that'll be my top priority new year resolution--> getting right with God. finding the person i used to absolutely love and worship. being able to live again through His strength. new school=new environment=new way of life etc. really hope it'll do me good. tired of having to conform to the standards of the world. tired of living up to expectations. of being who i'm not but who people want me to be. from here on out i'm gonna be who i wanna be. not in a rebellious way but in a sense, having my own way of doing things, not needing man's approval. i'm sick of having to keep looking in the mirror and having no idea who that person is. i want to be able to know and understand myself. im seriously sick of pleasing people. i guess transparency is what i'm aiming for? to God and to people. like saying what i really feel instead of what i have to say or agreeing with the masses. this year is going to be different. i'm going to make sure of it. watch out people! the new me's gonna hit you *BANG* so hard you gonna cry for your mama! BOO!