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enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door 
Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD
i'm so fly.
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❤SH(OUT).
scream out loud
let's trace back my steps
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down under !
11 July 2008
Blessed 23rd Birthday JASON LEE!!!
Do you have any idea how much Singapore misses you??? haha no luh. Man but seriously, we miss so much, we even hallucinate you! Anyways, God's richest blessings be upon you and like may He always guide you yah? Don't turn into an ang-mo ok! Scali you come back with long blond hair and an Aussie accent Xp FREAKY! haha See you in December yah? Bring me back a Koala, thanks you many many.
Love,
SisterPeter from the DOT.
School at 9 45?
Yup i reached school at 9.45. GG man i tell you haha. The reason of my being late was super lame, i set the alarm for 5.20 PM instead of AM so it didn't ring till 5.20 this afternoon. Like wth right. Anyways, when i reached school i had to report to RTC so i had to lengthen my skirt and the only way i could do that was to pull in down real low cause i altered my skirt so there was nothing to roll down :x HAHAHA then when i pulled my skirt the rubberduckie looking nappy pin broke! wahhhh super sad okay! that my nappy pin which has been serving me faithfully since before i took my first steps, it just had to meet its demise because of my carelessness. POOR RUBBERDUCKIE NAPPY PIN THINGY!! my deepest condolences =*( When i went to RTC, Sister Rita was like ''unroll your skirt!'' then i started puling it somemore and she went, ''you altered it right'' then i gave the sweetest smile i could muster and with as much innocence as i could, i said, ''yeah'' hahaXp So after going to RTC I had PE yay!! i love PE! Gosh the way my class people, especially Peck Li, play captains ball we'd get disqualified 3/4s of the time haha! I love my class man thay simply are superly the main reason i can survive school haha. Boisterous bunch of nincumpoops, but they're just the best =] After school had POA tutorial till 4, silly Miss. Tan!!! she called my mum and told her i didn't go for tutorial. Like oh my gosh, scenes of me wringing her neck are filling my mind! Just because I didn't hand in my work it doesn't mean i wasn't there. Like unnecessarily get me into trouble with a lioness i call 'mum'. Ooish! Miss. Tan, you seriously need to take a CHILL PILL ok! After showering I just stoned in my room, then cleaned it up, bathed my dog then ate dinner. That's basically my day..u feel a million miles away.
GOSH!!!
10 July 2008
today wasCHEENA O'LEVEL ORAL!
i was so nervous, it sounded like i read my passage immediately after running my 2.4! like oh my gosh, I really pray I didn't screw it :x
Tongue Tied.
that's how I feel. . .
that's how I feel. . .
07 July 2008
Bright, cold silver moon.Tonight alone in my room.
You were here just yesterday.
Slight turn of the head,
eyes end when u said, I guess I need my life to change.
Seems like somethings just not the same.
What could say?
I need a little more luck, than a little bit,
cause every time I get stuck, the words won't fit.
And every time that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to get me by.
I need a little more help, than a little bit.
Like the perfect one word no one should get.
Cause every time that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to get me by this time.
I stare up at the stars,
I wonder just where you are,
you feel a million miles away.
Was it something I said, or something I never did.
Or was I always in the way.
Can someone tell me what to say, to just make you stay.
I know it feels like again,
to want to be here again.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again. And what it takes I don't care,
were gonna make it I swear.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again, again.
heard from people my blog is dead, so here u go!
04 July 2008
just darn fed up of just going through the motions of my drab life. sick and tired of the things around me, it's like wearing a corset, it's sucking the air out of me! nothing's of any help. if it is, it's just momentary. i cant have momentary, i need permanent! i shall just stick to letting myself indulge in more permanent things now. i really cannot continue letting stuff bring me down over and over again by the same stupid things. I wish i could break free from life's corset but it doesn't seem to be made out of pathos. the paucity of love is seriously draining me out. love, i shan't even go there. in a world like what the world has become, love has lost it's meaning, lost it's perfection and it's ability to bring joy. education, an important factor in a city like Singapore, where we have nothing to export except brains, thus resulting in the over exhaustion of our cerebral. day in day out it's just stress that fills the air, and as you're breathing it in, it chokes you and there's no inhaler to make you feel better. all the facts you have to learn and later regurgitate on a few sheets of paper, which later then board a flight to England where they are marked. there's no turning back from there, your marks are final, your future set. if you do well u have a future, if you don't your labeled as ' failure', a Scarlet letter you'd have to bear in a society which is rapidly turning into people who just care about what you can achieve or help them achieve and nothing about your character or something more substantial then your resume. people will just see you as a lowbrow. but i guess that's what it is, it can't be changed, we just have to conform. yet again i want to reiterate my saying that love has lost depth and meaning. it's like salt which lost it's flavour. sorry, salt losing it's flavour seemed like the epitome of what i was trying to put forth. but yah. people say it so loosely, without thinking of the meaning of love. love means : deep, intense affection for a beloved person or thing. and yet we just say it to random people at random. what is becoming of love? wasn't it a shibboleth that it should be said only to the person you love? now it's being compromised. oh bother. venting out my feelings in a blogpost makes my English go wild. sorry for those who read my blog and have to go 'huh?!' . but hey look at the upside, you read my blog and can better your English at the same time.=] smiles. a smile is something plastered on my face to hide what I'm really feeling inside, it's like my built in mask. this masquerade party has to end someday, when? i really don't know. but i hope it's someday soon.