enough of the shenanigans!
the girl next door

Amanda Scaleewander! ;DD i'm so fly. that's basically all you need to know.

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moodless blogging
23 November 2007
Man since last Thursday I've had no mood whatsoever to blog ok. I don't even know what made me open this new post. Life's been a major wreck. The only up so far was the Japan trip and my hair. Eeyer, even as I'm typing I wish I'm not, but now I can't stop. I've been just wandering these days, why has everything around me become so blurred up. Nothing is really going well. Is it because of me or what's around me? Questions, questions like, why this? why that?, how come?, is that really?, is it really meant to be?, am I supposed to be going this way? or that?, fill my already clogged up head. So many things to do and not to do and so very little time. So many situations, so many hurts, not much support. Heh sometimes I wake up in the morning shocked that I'm actually still alive. How can this life be survivable, I mean is it actually humanly possible? It's like every thing's going wrong. By the way I'm not being emo. I DO NOT LIKE emoness ok. It should be banned from the face of the earth.
Emo = Self-pity and that stinks. No one should cir cum to it, or be ok about it. There is a fine like between being emo and thrashing your thoughts. Anyway. Man I think I shan't continue. Maybe I might, some other day. I've lost the drive. Someone HELP!





-How long can I sustain this life I'm living?


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